Broken thoughts

No girl deserves to go to bed questioning the love of her significant other. No girl deserves to be kept wide awake by the thoughts that race through the mind like a new Porsche being test driven on a new track, trying to piece together the reason you don't text her back or just call her to see if she's doing okay, tangling her mind around all kinds of excuses to make sense of how your words can make her feel like your first priority but your actions prove to her that she's the least of your troubles.

If you care about her then why do you let her insecurities and assumptions caress and mind fvck her to bed, her tears blinding her eyes from the truth she yearns for, as they roll down her face and carry her soul to the land of the restless, bitterness stealing the last goodnight kiss from her lips.

Falling short of breathe holding in the loud screams that arise within her core, erasing the picture of your solitude turning her into an enemy. Why disturb her peace for your own benefit?