shhhhhh

Shhhhhhhhh.....says the woman who has been called insecure all her life as she watches the movements and the speech of the so called loved one. Whos eyes use to look at her with desire. Desire like you have for that girl across the room undressing her completely with eyes and the tone in speech got aggressive towards me.Shhhhhhhh she cried in silence over the bathroom sink staring a whole through the bathroom mirrior as she wonders what could be wrong with me. Reminising of how those eyes use to look at her and after a year did her body plus personality change completely. No proof of wrong doing so she shhhhhhhhs so u don't yell at her. shhhhhhs so she doent make you mad shhhhhhhs so she can see everything you think shes not hearing or seeing. seeing things like deleted txt or how yall don't have sex or how your speech shows a void for love of her. the silent woman is the best killer. As aggression builds up she wonders if its love or luck but she shhhhhhhs know that you will call her insecure but deep down she know that its her womans intuition. So as she shhhhhs she starts thinking about how hard she trys to please or how your pain she trys to ease all the time knowing that you are not apprechative. Watcging and listening to all the same things and nothings changing so she begins to face reality thinking how can I get back to me cause she knows shes not crazy. then that last time she got all her bags to leave the one who says they loved me is now shushing and listening turning the tables asking questions with insecurity is it another nigga if not why are u leaving. so she says baby shhhhhh haven't you been paying attention after all you made me this way now have a great day with yo insecure ass its funny how tables turn now u must learn.