A Human's Condition

I'm must be cursed
to walk this earth
A lonely lonely man
Damn damn damn
I'm not desperate
I'm tired of being separate
Desolate
I'm so good at my rhetoric
Yet I can't find some solemn peace
I am a gentle beast
They only see the freak
A warm kiss is what I seek
That feeling one gets
To make a woman weak
To feel her breath
To feel what's underneath
Not under the sheets
It's skin deep
To know she's there as i sleep
I hate this reality
Chasing duality
Is it too much to ask?
To much to grasp?
Is this god wrath!