I Really Don't Know...

Aspiring to amaze it’s awful our angels
Behind their beauty behold the betrayal
Clueless I crave to claw to the core
Dig deep inside drive to open this door
Everything is my enemy every entity exceeded
Forced to be a fool and from this fuel they feeded
Given grief I’m like a ghost at the gallows
Hoping for help I’m hailed to hide in this hollow
Irregular it is I’m feeling ill like I’m in ice
Jesting at my journey joyful in their spite
Killed by these kidnappers who hold the key
Let me go I’m locked up I need my liberty
Meandering in this maze maybe I might
Nameless and no-one not knowing in this night
Open to oppression opposing this ominous ocean
Pouring poison in me I’m polluted in this potion
Queer and quizzing these queries I’m feeling quite
Reluctant to realise that this reasoning isn’t right
Summoned by the sickest I’m spluttering whilst strangled
Tumbling and tripping these terrors have me in a tangle
Under no cover unwrapped to an unrestrained universe
Venom vigorously entered my veins with ‘very verse
Wondering which weird ways will lead me out this world
X marks the spot but I need x-ray vision before I’m hurled
Yonder back to yesterday when I was just yapping and yak
Zane I am I’m zealous to zone back