The Girl Who Drives the Ambulance

Like empty waves that scream
over a dark sand beach
I search for missing things.
I shift and bend into nothing.
I collapse within myself,
folding into myself
over and over
In my self inflicted coma
one day I will be forgiven
by the dark sun.
but my shadow form
haunts these feelings
like another sniff of romance
I will soon forget.
If I only I could form words?
tell her that
I am not the tree
she fell out of as a child.
I slip away becoming one
with the ether.
and the girl
who drives the ambulance smile's
her dark lips
twist twisted shapes,
her long dark hair
becomes rinsed in pure twilight.
The celsetral glee in her eye sparkles
like all her tree's and universe's dying,
struggling to co-exist
under her majestic rule.
one more tally for her lover
the tally man
This pill has taken me.