I am mentally ill

I am mentally ill
Well, that's kind of informal
It is out of my free will
I don't want to be normal
They get up at eight,
hate whatever they're doing
They give up to fate
and what's made is then ruined
They say I'm crazy,
outsider, black sheep
I think I'm amazing,
got some places they can lick
I am mentally distorted
and I'm proud of it
They're poor sheep that trotted
where their shepherds mislead