I Still Feel Him

(Heartbreak from a female perspective)
I loved you and was all that I can be, I gave you my all.
How could you do this to me, after all we've been through?
You said you loved me, is this your way of showing of it?
I was loyal to you, why couldn't you be the same?
You couldn't stop your self, where'd did your self control go then?
I fucking loved you with all my heart and what do you do?
Even after I told you you were the only who made me feel this way.
After all we've been through and the time we spent together,
It baffles me how you could be so stupid!
I gave you my heart on a silver platter hoping you wouldn't drop it.
And what do you do?
You throw in the fire for it to burn in pain.
You'll go off to be happy with her while I hurt.
Have you no heart? Have you no conscious?
You saw me for me and accepted every bit of it
You gained my trust, my love, my heart
Just to throw it all away? Who does that?
An asshole that's who, You will forever be branded on my heart.
Remembered as the one who broke my heart into pieces.
Leaving me to pick them up and put them back together.
Now the next guy won't have it so easy, because my cracked heart is fragile.
Ironic thing is I still love you, but for who you were
Not what you've become.