I'm Going To Die Alone (Revised)

I'm Going To Die Alone,
In The Corner Of A Darkened Room,
Just Me And My Thoughts,
A Lager,
Cigar,
Nothing But Silence,
Only Sounds From Afar..
Sun Rays Hitting The Blinds,
A Powerful,
Forceful Beam,
Trying To Enter,
To Brighten The Room,
Fighting Intensely To Fend Off Doom And Gloom..
My Cloudy Shack,
Showing No Signs Of Light,
I Raise My White Flag
And Surrender The Fight,
I Close My Eyes,
A Flash Before Me Shows My Life,
As A Child,
My Teenage Years,
Celebrations,
Facing Fears..
Rotting Flesh Decaying,                              
My Body Now Portraying,
A Twisted Decomposed Wreck..
The Stench On My Withering Corpse,
Together Entwined As One,
Deterioration Overwhelms Me,
Soon There Be Nothing Left To See,
Parasites Waiting,
My Body Sedating..

Sitting Here Ready To Meet My Maker,
In My Kingdom,
Upon My Throne,
One Thing I Was Always Sure Of,
I Was Going To Die Alone..