Dang Your Hide

Dang your hide!
I'm not chasing you!
I've already spent my heart on a life that fell through.

For what felt like a thousand years,
I bowed to his needs.
Without words, without love,
I shattered....yet agreed.

To be his helpmate, his loving wife.
My own self, I found it best to concede.
So NO!
I'm not doing it again,
I refuse....dang your hide!

If your ego needs fed,
find another insecure and lonely soul to see you through.
For I have learned there is no labyrinth to the heart,
If the intentions are true.

I want to feel what its like to be given to, and not taken
for once in my life.
So give me something real.....
or quit wasting my time.