Dear...

here I am it's been awhile this is a song called dear..wait,
I think I can here the sound now it's getting late,
but the tears are coming awake,
an I can't help but stay awake, so here I go I got a few things I'd like to say,
I don't need a pen n pad just give me the beat n i'll get lost an go far away,
tryin to pull myself back up but it ain't going to great,
was doing just fine but I guess I gotta work on the sensitivity of mine,
so here take the mic I ain't got no real reason to write,
an while your at it you might as well shut off the light,
maybe i'll close my eyes n forget what was said,
tonights a night theirs a story for every tear that's shed,
so please don't leave here all alone cuz truth be told I don't know if I really wanna be alone,
but it's ok tomorrows a new day everything will be ok,
so as I close up this letter just let me throw all this away an start again tomorrow,
an please excuse me for the tear stains on my shirt,
I know this might sound kinda buzerk but,
i'm trying to make this work,
I might not always say the right things, do the right actions or even be able to explain just what had happened,
i'm still learning an I got a ways to go,
not always sure which way to go,
so believe me when I say i'm trying and in reality your my only friend,
I don't wanna end up going back down again,
n i'm sorry for all the mistakes Iv'e made along the way,
but I promise you that one day when the night ends the lights go out i'll be able to find me way out on my own,
just don't leave me lieing here tonight while i'm all alone