She was  something more..

My heads banging like a Viking drum
Raining like the heavens cum
And it drips from my window
But theses shadows of her linger
Near my bed and in my head
This could all be skitzopfrenic banter
How I wish tho
Not today tho
I just miss her ..
The sound of her
The feel of her
Not her drugs tho
I think I'm the only one who doesn't want it from her
I'm clean
I actually just worry
And Miss her my heads in a flurry
But all she does is hurt me
It's so hard to break from her
She's got this grasp
On my soul
And it hurts
I just told her to burn my number
But now I just want to hold her
I'm so weak for the broken
My spirit and bones are still healing
Wings torn from me and boiled
I am nothing
In this melting pot
It's so hard to give up
The only one that's in your thoughts
Ive got a gun cocked
But its just for my rocks it gets me hot
Lifes dull grey and boring
My souls snoring
I'm about to jump off a cliff to feel something..