i hate me every time i fuck you.

There's no weakness in speaking your truth.  You're never alone if you reach out.  The fight is yours but you have people behind you if you need them...

excellent; relatable. and the close - jaw dropping - and perfect.

thanks for sharing

i felt like I was reading something that came straight from my own struggles, my own emotions.  You are not alone in your temptations and frustrations and most importantly, you are not alone in your confusion about your own motives.  I always wanted to understand the world, other people...but, although I am quite self reflective (too much?) and contemplative, I still have not the first clue about myself.  Through my experiences and and trying to understand my own feelings and motives I have actually lost all previous ideas of what I thought I understood about myself.  Understanding, even ourselves seems to be a lost cause in this world... But, I will continue learning and meditating and pondering because the only thing I know is this life of searching is the only life for me;). Thank you for the words and the connection!  

Xx- Sara

I really appreciate your feedback! i definitively relate to this "the only thing i know is this life of searching is the only life for me."  Most days i view the journey as beautiful, but some days the confusion is overwhelming. I have been working on meditating which certainly helps and am glad to hear that you do as well.

again, thank you for your time and insight!

<3