Convinced Once Again To Try

So the mind dwells in the doubt
On fears impossible to do without
Nursing a strong feeling to stay
Yet knowing you're better of away
But convinced once again to try
At something that once made you cry
Putting behind you all the acts
That once broke your heart
You know history repeats itself
But you simply can't help yourself
Convinced once again to try
At something that once made you cry
Friends ask if you've lost your mind
Answers you can't really find
Compelled by a force so strange
Hoping this time there'll be a change
Yet the facts are too strong to ignore
For you've travelled that road before
It led you through the path of pain
Can you stand that once again?
It's a tale too awkward to tell
It takes the form of an evil spell
Convinced once again to try
At something that once made you cry
In solitude trying to think it through
Like a small voice calling out to you
A voice you can't pretend not to hear
A voice that stirs up faith and fear
The dog must return to its vomit
The scarier it gets the more you commit
Convinced once again to try
At something that once made you cry