La La Land

In Lala Land
my emotions never been so high...
where the hell did that wall go,
it was my best friend, my guide,
my protection from all men that are lovable..
Damn!! Fall back I tell u..fall back
This is not a place you want your heart to go,
Still Fearful of love, fearful to love, fearful to be loved
But where was I,
In La la Land
sinking more and more every time I pictured his face
Feeling like my heart is getting beat with every breath I take
as if I was in Laila Ali's greatest fight,
fighting to be recognized, fighting to turn back, fighting to hold my own,
fighting for someone to see me,
fighting for WHAT!?!

To be loved by him and only him
Don't want to ever sleep
for fear of my reality,
this day dream is all mine!
don't want to leave!
This world is better,
This world is all ours..
This world has life and meaning beyond measures..
possibilities that the Gods would even be jealous
Its my place
my heart its my perfect sacrifice.
Free to love without judgement
Free to hope, free to think of our perfection

In my La la Land
It was a perfect site..
Woooo!!! Fight back,fight back
Get your head out of the clouds girl, where's your wall dont let it crumble
dont let it fall
this is not your world
his heart will never beat for you
so stop toasting with the Genus!
This world is turning you into a fool
Focus Focus!
(Snap, Snap,Snap..wake up)
reality sets in!
DAMN!!
I tell you La la Land is a bitch
When your heart is the only one in it..:(