Self

 I sure do miss you and everything you are
Please don't think I'm not trying but your presence seems so far
I can't believe how much we've grown apart
All I want to do is call it quits and begin from the start
I do know that your special too
Just like this chick I want to call my boo
Someone told me today that I didn't love you enough
Just thinking about it makes me wana get a bub and puff
In doing so I know it will cause us to drift off deeper
I love you Eddie Alonzo your far from meeting the reeper
I need to love my life more that's a fact
I'm not the only baby born addicted to crack
People tell me I'm a good person everyday
Y is it I can't c it its right in front of me clear as day
I do appreciate everyone who see the good in me
Because loving myself is the key to my sobriety..