Let's Break It Down

Hello, I'm a virgin
No one cares enough
To prove they'll stay
After I spread my legs
I don't want any disease
I don't want the heartbreak
Connected with that kind of
Viscious case of abandonment

Hello, I'm a virgin
And I'm not a prude
I rub my clit to porn
I own a blue dildo
And I enjoy the thoughts
That someone will want me
Enough to stay long enough
For me to feel safe for sex

Hello, I'm a virgin
And people view me
As mythical as a unicorn
I couldn't exist because
I'm not a prude, at all
I love dirty jokes so much
My playlist is sexed up
But I'm still "pure"

Hello, I'm a virgin
They tell me to just lose it
My ex offers all the time
He warns me that there's
This chance my first time
Will be the worst experience
That I'll ever have in life
I call him a liar and hide my tears

Hello, I'm a virgin
My life is a fucking lie
I love sex, the idea intrigues me
But the emotional scars I see
In my friends around me
Scare me, it really does
Is it worth the massive risk
Of disease, discomfort, heartbreak?

Hello, I'm a virgin!
I'm a person, I feel!
I cry from longing
To feel the pleasure
Of someone's touch
But I want it to mean
Something! Anything!
To the person who takes it!

Hello, I'ma virgin
I'm living this lie
People believe I'm good
But I'm really not that great
I dream of love but is love just sex
Am I a failure because I hold on?
I'll die alone, wandering my mind
Because I'm a virgin who can't trust enough to to have sex