My sanity

What's on your mind?
Why do you push me away?
Where did you go?
How did you know I was scared?
I am lost with you and even more lost without you
I can't keep pretending that you don't mean anything to me
O how I wish I could disappear
for just one minute I want to get away
but they hold me back
they are the moon and the sun
the beginning to my end
The sunshine and the rain
I am tired of this battle
not ready to admit defeat
Where are you when I need you?
What have you done to make me feel safe?
The sunshine and the rain are my only friends
keeping me alive
until the dark of night where I will find
eternal slumber
When did you figure out that I could leave and leave you all alone?
Where did you go?
when will you come back?
My sweetest sanity