challenges in the aftermath

stranger tides have rocked my mental physique
colliding anatomical creation within shifted perspective
moments of now continually break apart this visage
yet there laid upon marble floors of idealistic venture

you lay...

still...

whether encapsulated cataclysm of emotion concretely dispute
logical formation of thoughts bound by philosophical ventures
this confusion...i lay outside these bounds understanding little
but exploding tensions jetting fierce emotional attributes i feel
nonetheless

your eyes...

capture my agony pushing it free...

but laid within rotating conceptualization of physical thought i hesitate

i hesitate to pull apart walls made in cautious exploits tumbled upon
this weary mind soul heart used for play by those not serious

yet these turbulent musings of mindful adventures aimed at exploring
whether i can push my boundary further into unknown territory
or
find it deep beyond rational expression to believe if but for a moment

to find the strength...

to love once again...