Dichotomy

No one look at me
all you will see is black
Don't look in my eyes
You will drown in the mire there
Don't reach for my heart
The shards that remain will cut you
Don't try to love me
Shut yourself away from me
Hide
Protect yourself
For I feel the poisons within
Draining desire for life
and replacing it with hunger for death
And if you get too close you will get dragged into my cesspool and drown please don't listen to my words
They are masking the child inside
Crying for love protection, security
Look past the darkness
Somebody help me please