I am broken

I have a broken mind
I will always be chaotic beauty
It is my identity
My frame was not a match to the worlds normality
Freely, we sing off tune and out of beat
The world situated under our feet
The first break always cuts deep
The second leaves and untamed mess
I don't want to be blessed
I just want to live different courageously
Where sweetness is the thing
Love and honesty sweeps
I have a broken mind
Please don't wake me from my fantasy