Faded

Yesterday seems a million miles away
Can’t erase our last embrace I miss you
Don’t cry I just drown all the pain inside
Won’t go away just want to say I love you
Not my fault but there’s nobody left to blame
Life goes on without you
Not fair want to call and you won’t be there
Sometimes seems it not true
So lost am I never to find my way
Scream but no one hears me
Feel abandoned as I live in denial I pray
 Oh God please come fix me
At night lay awake and I see your face
A special moment that the darkness will soon replace
I comfort others just despite my pain
I can’t deal with mine I know it’s time I started
Everybody deals with things in a different way
My brother cries and my sister she cuts the pain
Just want to hold them let them know it’ll be okay
It’s hard to heal how others feel I’m broken
You left behind something time cannot replace
 Endless sea of sorrow
Oh my God I miss you more it seems everyday
Afraid to face tomorrow
 Emptiness you’ll forever be missed
And I wish I could just hold you
One more time just to say my goodbyes
And all the things I never told you
Can God hear my cries
When I pray at night
To take my pain away make me whole again
My hearts an open book for all to read
The pages faded now
Almost empty
Why do we love when we know that we have to lose
Everything explain to me it’s pointless                      
I want to heal but still I’m afraid to feel                
Anything that’s left of me I’m hopeless
Don’t want to cry because I don’t want feel the pain
I just pray for closure
I tell myself that you’ve gone to a better place
I know that now for sure
I’ll see you later so I never will say goodbye
Always here inside me
For life till the day that I die
I know you’ll be there to guide me
Can God hear my cries
When I pray at night
To take my pain away make me whole again
My hearts an open book for all to read
The pages faded now
Almost empty
Dear mother you’re home with God so spread your wing
Finally rest in peace I’ll take care of things
I’ll always love you and I know you’ll see
I’ll do my best in life hope you’re proud of me…