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Perfectly Fine.
My life was perfectly fine,
until you came along.
With those devilish eyes, and angel face,
that haunts me all day long.
I can’t even think straight, without you invading my thoughts.
Giving me reason to believe I had a chance with you,
making me think I had a shot.
In your eyes, I come a dime a dozen.
Just another notch in your belt.
But you didn’t give a fuck!
Of course, you didn’t care how I felt.
Otherwise you’d call.
I’m willing to bet money, you aren’t even thinking of me at all.
I stopped waiting to hear from you weeks ago.
Yes, that’s how long it’s been.
If only you can see me now, I’ve lost much weight since then.
Every time I close my eyes I can see your face.
I wish our minds had a delete memory button, it would be so much easier to erase.
But no, I have to suffer and relive each moment that we’ve shared.
I just want to be put out of my misery, for once I’d just like to be spared.
My now shattered life, was perfectly fine before we met.
And I can’t even move on, because my heart won’t let me yet.
I am as empty as these wine bottles, that I’ve began collecting.
You always said I should get a hobby, but this isn’t exactly what I was expecting.
Honestly, I wouldn’t wish this pain on my worst enemy.
No one should feel so low.
Everyone keeps telling me, that I have to let you go.
If only they knew, how hard I’ve been trying,
but every time I try and convince them, they suspect that I’m lying.
But here I am writing to you, for the very last time,
SAYING FUCK YOU.
because before I met you, my life was perfectly fine.
- Poetic Gawdess
until you came along.
With those devilish eyes, and angel face,
that haunts me all day long.
I can’t even think straight, without you invading my thoughts.
Giving me reason to believe I had a chance with you,
making me think I had a shot.
In your eyes, I come a dime a dozen.
Just another notch in your belt.
But you didn’t give a fuck!
Of course, you didn’t care how I felt.
Otherwise you’d call.
I’m willing to bet money, you aren’t even thinking of me at all.
I stopped waiting to hear from you weeks ago.
Yes, that’s how long it’s been.
If only you can see me now, I’ve lost much weight since then.
Every time I close my eyes I can see your face.
I wish our minds had a delete memory button, it would be so much easier to erase.
But no, I have to suffer and relive each moment that we’ve shared.
I just want to be put out of my misery, for once I’d just like to be spared.
My now shattered life, was perfectly fine before we met.
And I can’t even move on, because my heart won’t let me yet.
I am as empty as these wine bottles, that I’ve began collecting.
You always said I should get a hobby, but this isn’t exactly what I was expecting.
Honestly, I wouldn’t wish this pain on my worst enemy.
No one should feel so low.
Everyone keeps telling me, that I have to let you go.
If only they knew, how hard I’ve been trying,
but every time I try and convince them, they suspect that I’m lying.
But here I am writing to you, for the very last time,
SAYING FUCK YOU.
because before I met you, my life was perfectly fine.
- Poetic Gawdess
Published 13th May 2016
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13th May 2016 8:45am
Wow...I'm deeply sorry for your pain...I know I'm nobody but I do hope you feel my sadness for you.
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16th May 2016 4:17pm
Never say you're nobody, because that isn't true. Anyway, thanks love. xoxo
~p.g
~p.g
We piece those shatter pieces back together with each passing day, we bare the heartache and pain like a soldier fighting from the inside, showcasing courage we didn't think we had, we wear the bruises and scars as a testament that we've made it through the despair. We all have our storms in life, just gotta' push through it. You'll be 'perfectly fine', in no time. xo
16th May 2016 4:18pm
As always you are greatly appreciated Tara <3333 thank you, your kind words will help me push forward. xoxo
~p.g
~p.g
Anonymous
14th Aug 2016 2:30am
Wow Gawdess......this is heart tugging write.......really felt your soul being tormented.......feeling the angry....frustrating emotions.......purple smiles & hugs xo :)
