Task

I don't know what's wrong with me
But something has to be
I'm sleeping my days away
But the tiredness stays

I'm either crying or empty
But always sleepy completely
And when I open up my eyes
I find an easy way to die

But I shoo myself from that thinking
It's better to smile while sinking
So while I'm still free
And somehow still me

Hold on to this hand of mine
I need you at this time
It's not easy for me to ask
But currently, finding help is my task