Everyday Fight

Not cut out to live in this cookie cutter life style
Playing house wife with a man who never wants to marry me  
And who has lied non stop  
To cover his own  
and I chose to forgive you  
Or so I thought  
So I have been Putting on a mask everyday  
Lying to myself and others  
Saying I'm ok  
But truth is I lost myself  
changing for you  
I don't really know who I am any more  
But I do know is
I dont want to be this person and
I don't know how much more I can take  
Before I reach point break