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Drifting: Journal Collection - Exhibit A

The panic is wearing off and I'd love to say I'm left            
in a hard state of disillusionment            
with a fast paced introduction to, and protrusion from            
my sternum            
            
but it's just    
not    
the case            
            
I sat over there mulling       
stranded on a giant pile of thoughts            
on what my life was doing without me            
and who won this time            
and did Monday night miss me as much            
as I missed it            
and when is that thing happening again            
and where            
the fuck            
is my drink in all of this?            
            
Emotions surrounding this heap            
were somewhat tumultuous            
and I would have drowned            
if I had let myself swim too far out            
        
but no worries    
I only ducked under a few times  
and
I'm a strong swimmer anyway         
         
Now            
I just miss you 


*special thanks to Gg78 (or, Gigifish) for the video!*           
     
Written by Jestalessa
Published | Edited 18th Jun 2012
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