sinister affairs

deep within this cavity
 the gravity and density of these emotions cause oceans of feelings to consume me
it's all I'm thinking  
thinking of drinking  
to numb all this thinking
I've know what I wanted since first meeting
not knowing affection would grow and mix with your beauty
ya your fucking moody  
it's annoying  
cute and funny  
least I'm honest  
but your definitely gorgeous  
funny and brutal  
let's grab a dumb fuck  
that fucked up  
and pistol whip the fool
together  
with you
hard knocks is where I went to school
and I learned a lot too
maybe done some dumb things  
what can I say I'm an intelligent fool
but I know what I feel
and i've been feeling you  
think back haven't i always worried about you  
always first to say i will be there for you  
if you needed but i know you got people  
i was just throwing it out there
it read something close to that
if not exactly that
i've been here chilling  
watchin the ceiling  
wishing for you and i to start the healing
Apocalypse kill the pain  
lets start feeling  
living forgiving are selfs for sins we've committed
by us and against us  
soft touch never hitting  
always you can count on me for understanding
im not fancy but i can be for the moment  
im a chameleon i blend into every environment
read the hieroglyphs  
its coded  
detailing love that was born and created  
in to a real relationship were both parties give  
them self's trying every day
there hearts and souls  
protecting harm from any curse
and ll block some screaming lead with my face  
without haste
im expendable  
but you i could never lose  
your not even mine but i worry about you
think of you and check up on you  
because truly im interested  
and loving all the goods and bad's about you

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