Alone

Who else is alone? Emotionally I mean...
I can't help but recall she whom I've seen
One I've confided in time after time
With whom my life stopped on a dime
She left me alone with nothing but thought
Maybe if i was smarter, i wouldn't have bought
Her lies, her fibs, leaving me a broken fragment
Without her my life grows boring, stagnant
I'm hollow, once full I'm now but a shell
breaking apart in this delusion of hell
I know i shouldn't, but I do
I promise you this, I still think of you
Now I can't trust the girls that I meet
I hope you know what you've done to me
Only I can help me now, I can put it to rest
I choose not to, for the times that bring me pain are the best