Inner Turmoil.

There's a fire burning deep within me.
Years of pain masked with a smile.
With this adrenaline, I could run 10 miles.
Anger and fear burried deep.
With these resentments, I silently weep.
Please God, take it away.
So, I can live to see another day.
I want to cry these tears forever.
I fear I may drown in this dangerous river.
Without a life-jacket, I swim to shore.
Not sure if I can take anymore.
The chaos is too much to bear.
Is this another letter to wear?
With this scarlette letter, I walk among the crowd.
The deafening silence is much to loud.
I can feel the eyes upon my breast.
Like a knife inside my chest.
Please Lord, take it away.
I want to live to see another day.