Timebomb

I wish I could roam the world and have the same time as everyone else,
But I'm not really alive in this shell where my heart fails to keep a beat,
I'm a timebomb ticking away and I don't want anyone to leave behind when I die,
I don't have much time as I fade into the darkest night,
I'm freeborn flying high and reaching for stars,
Stars I'll never reach for my time is too near,
I'm a timebomb ticking away and I'm losing my life,
So don't be there when I go off because when my heart beats it's last the only life it will claim is my own,
In the end we all die alone...