Anxiety

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It’s a place way deep inside you,
Where the evil gremlins dwell,
And with every breath you take,
They have you in their spell…
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You can feel the anxiety climbing,
As you try to take a breath,
You know it’s not much longer,
Till they bring you to your death…
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It’s a scary place in darkness,
It’s a place you don’t want to be,
They wrap their arms around you,
And will never set you free…
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Coping is not an option,
My tears they fall like rain,
Anxiety takes its stranglehold,
And you know this is no game…
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For the chosen few among us,
Those who have felt their grip,
It’s like falling from a mountain top,
A fatal falling trip…
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To never see their smiles again,
In the reflection in the glass,
God why have you put me here,
Again with fear I ask…
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I told you that I loved you,
But I feel that you don’t care,
The gremlins have a hold of me,
And I’m so very, very scared…
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No one knows the pain inside,
It never goes away,
What have I done to forsake you?
As I cry again all day…
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The pain so real and far inside,
Deep down where feelings dwell,
A wrenching pain where they let you know,
Your soul is theirs to sell…
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Darkness shows its ugly face,
In every turn I take,
Dying a slow and painful death,
In this darkened scary place…
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Upon no one would I wish this,
This feeling of constant fear,
Wondering if my turn to die,
Will come sometime this year…
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I don’t know if I can go on living,
It’s like I walk among the dead,
Blank and cold their stare,
As they fill your weary head…
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Screams so loud they deafen your mind,
As inside they tear you in two,
And remind you they’re not willing,
Its time, you’re almost through…
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Anxiety feeds the gremlins,
Fear keeps you in constant pain,
Tears fall down my swollen face,
Bludgeoned in the rain…
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Oh God I’m losing the battle,
I can feel my kingdom fall,
Buried in the ruins of,
That mighty standing wall…
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Never more will I know the smiles,
Nor the laughter shared within,
They have taken me below,
To the darkened, ferries den…
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Death seems to overcome me,
As I finally just give in,
I tried to be the best I could,
But the dead live deep within…
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Their souls linger in the shadows,
Of your darkened scary room,
And if you close your eyes real tight,
They will bring you to your doom…
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There is no place you can escape their ways,
They will simply hunt you down,
Anxiety the devils triangle,
Among that fiery raging crown…
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I open my mouth and try to scream,
But nothing exits the wounds,
My heart was pierced by their sword,
And I was taken to the ground…
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Now I simply join them,
In their mission deep and cold,
Happiness lives in the past,
Anxiety took its toll.
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