i have to live even if i want to die

bitter blood on this blade of mine
but it is no one others then my own
the blood shimmers in the sunshine
coming from through my curtains
my empty sobs filling the room
what is this feeling in chest
that I don't even know how to express
I am in pain I feel so weak
but I won't stop that I know
I will fight I will stand tall
even if I feel like I'm going to fall
even wean I want to end it all
even wean the odds are against me
and I have to fight just to breathe
I will stand for those who have fallen
I will fight for the people that believe in me
and I? I am going to live no matter
how much it hurts or how much I want to die
I have stay alive because you never leave a
friend behind.