The Words I'll Never Say

I hate you so fucking much you stuck up, self-centered little cunt.  
Nothing is ever your fault.
You're always the victim and everyone else is to blame  
Because you can never accept that maybe,
Just maybe,  
It's your fault.  
You're worse than my fucking father.  
But you know what?  
I'm not going to scope to your level.  
I'm not going to send this,
I'm not going to add fuel to the blazing fire,  
I'm going to keep neutral,
And forgive you again and again and again because that's all I'm good at.
And obviously if I did anything else you'd freak out.
Go running to your precious fucking friends about how much I hurt your poor feelings even though in reality,  
You,
My dear fucking arrogant cunt for a friend,
Are to blame.  
This is what I want to say,  
But I won't,  
Because I never do.  
Because I'm too kind,  
Because I always end up being the one to forgive,  
Because I don't have anyone else if I don't,  
Because you'll take everyone else away from me if I do and I know you will,  
You've done it before.
I hate you.