Why thou seeks Love?

Why the fuck do you want a relationship
when "TRUST" seems like a Pill that you hate to swallow?.....

Why the fuck do you want me to follow
when your heart is not on the road?
Why the fuck will you hold me this way
when your mind and your body doesn't speak my name and neither your soul?

You see;
Stay away from me!
I'm just a man wrapped in a darkened skin
trying to mend my pain from the thoughts of your Love.
Haven't you realize I'm tired cutting my breath
and wishing you leave my terrible heart?
Sometimes, You need to stop holding unto the people you liked
and just moved on by controlling your fucking emotions.