Thoughts

I open my eyes sometimes and see nothing but black
Sounds crazy but it's true
Absolutely nothing exists or even matters
Except my inner voice
Telling me that I'm not alone
I would love to believe him but the way reality is set up physically I am
No one understands
No one even attempts
Meanwhile as thoughts on that whole subject travel lights years per second the normal time I have on this earth pass me by
Flying with one wing and waving with the other
Soaring with lack of effort
While I'm going brain dead wondering where I went wrong
Damn wait for me to catch up