i relive the nightmare

I often wander
At least in my dreams
I walk up to you

Arms stretched out just grab me pull me
In its like a constant everytime
I close my eyes I relive that nightmarish day again again

The screams I hear echo down the hall
Huddled in from of the toilet
It's just cramps you shrug and leave me lying on the floor

I crawl to the bed curl into a ball two minutes now one
Little did I know the pain had just begun

Wake up in the morning your off to work
Leave me
It hurts worse
Not just cramps this I feel in my heart

Clutching my stomach I lift the sheets
Blood is dripping down my bed onto the floor

I gather my strength as much as I can scream for my cousin as she walks in

All I hear next is sirens
I'm in and out
I hear the emt whispering as to not cause alarm

I knew I had lost you no way you could have made it through

I grip my stomach and tears stream down my face I relive this nightmare everyday