Submissions by amari25
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I've been writing since I was thirteen four poems published hope to have more someday open to critiques always looking for ways to improve my writing.i write from personal experience with raw emotion.message me and we can do a collaboration.
Hold my hand
What do I do
It's been thirteen years now
Now he wants to be a dad
I dont know what to do
Do I continue to hold your hand
I feel this one you have to feel on your own
It's hard when I've protected you for so long
Does mommy let go of your hand and let the pieces fall
I just want to hold it longer and protect you from having to feel it all
Look at me baby girl
Help me what to do
I am here look at your hand
I'm not ready to stop mothering you
It's been thirteen years now
Now he wants to be a dad
I dont know what to do
Do I continue to hold your hand
I feel this one you have to feel on your own
It's hard when I've protected you for so long
Does mommy let go of your hand and let the pieces fall
I just want to hold it longer and protect you from having to feel it all
Look at me baby girl
Help me what to do
I am here look at your hand
I'm not ready to stop mothering you
#daughter
#love
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Long time no talk
Long time no talk my friend
Sorry that things have been rocky on your end
Sad to hear about the pain you are having to endour
Wish there was a way to just make it all better
Maybe like old times
Sneak away go fishing
Sing together
Cuddle and watch movies
Listen to you gaming
Laughing through the night
Dancing in your room
Laundry days
And barbecues
Wishing we could go back to simpler times and I could completely be there for you
But for now know I am still a call or message away I love you and I am always here...
Sorry that things have been rocky on your end
Sad to hear about the pain you are having to endour
Wish there was a way to just make it all better
Maybe like old times
Sneak away go fishing
Sing together
Cuddle and watch movies
Listen to you gaming
Laughing through the night
Dancing in your room
Laundry days
And barbecues
Wishing we could go back to simpler times and I could completely be there for you
But for now know I am still a call or message away I love you and I am always here...
#emotional
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Did you really feel what I feel
Sometimes I wish I can go back intime
tear down those walls and say what I held back before
So afraid of rejection
I closed that door
We went seperate ways
Somethings remain
Picked up where we left off start talking again
Feels amazing to have my bestie again
I hope we never lose touch i know I would miss you so much
Since talking and honesty
Your walls coming down
I find out the feelings were not one sided
But only one person spoke up
Why didnt you tell me
How did you really feel
Questions I ponder ...
tear down those walls and say what I held back before
So afraid of rejection
I closed that door
We went seperate ways
Somethings remain
Picked up where we left off start talking again
Feels amazing to have my bestie again
I hope we never lose touch i know I would miss you so much
Since talking and honesty
Your walls coming down
I find out the feelings were not one sided
But only one person spoke up
Why didnt you tell me
How did you really feel
Questions I ponder ...
#love
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Whats so different now
My hair is red again
Just how you like it
I have my black bra on the one that crosses at my chest that you beg me to wear
The underwear the same
Do you think I have forgotten
I know what you like
Crawl across the bed
Massage you
Kiss down your neck
Bite here and there
I know all your weaknesses
You wanted to play games
Now im not gonna play fair
Bite my lip
Then tease the tip
as i lick you up and down
Stroking you
Sucking you
Til you bust in my mouth
Til your moaning my name
I stop...
Just how you like it
I have my black bra on the one that crosses at my chest that you beg me to wear
The underwear the same
Do you think I have forgotten
I know what you like
Crawl across the bed
Massage you
Kiss down your neck
Bite here and there
I know all your weaknesses
You wanted to play games
Now im not gonna play fair
Bite my lip
Then tease the tip
as i lick you up and down
Stroking you
Sucking you
Til you bust in my mouth
Til your moaning my name
I stop...
#heartbroken
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Now you want me
Why do you tempt me so
It isnt fair when at times you made me feel alone
Thrown to the back
Til it was convenient for you
I felt like an empty shell
Plastered on a smile
Pretended i was present
Inside i was breaking
screaming
Shaking
My heart was aching
I wanted you to hold me
I wanted to be enough
So much so you would get down on one knee for me
I dreamt of this
And how it would be
But yet again you left me
What now.
Your calling
Your texting
Saying how much you love me
Now you...
It isnt fair when at times you made me feel alone
Thrown to the back
Til it was convenient for you
I felt like an empty shell
Plastered on a smile
Pretended i was present
Inside i was breaking
screaming
Shaking
My heart was aching
I wanted you to hold me
I wanted to be enough
So much so you would get down on one knee for me
I dreamt of this
And how it would be
But yet again you left me
What now.
Your calling
Your texting
Saying how much you love me
Now you...
#love
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Tear myself open
My heart is in a twist in shambles
Memories constanly play in my head
I want to just reach out my hand for you
Be your comfort
Going through some hard times
Love i know its rough
To give your all
But to feel you are never enough
I know your hearts broken
Your words they hurt
Tear myself open
Feel the rejection again
She decided she didnt want you
Now you wanna open up
What i would have given to hear the words you say now back then
How i hate that your words still send a sensation to my heart
When my...
Memories constanly play in my head
I want to just reach out my hand for you
Be your comfort
Going through some hard times
Love i know its rough
To give your all
But to feel you are never enough
I know your hearts broken
Your words they hurt
Tear myself open
Feel the rejection again
She decided she didnt want you
Now you wanna open up
What i would have given to hear the words you say now back then
How i hate that your words still send a sensation to my heart
When my...
#heartbroken
#emotional
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4 Comments
Was it me or them
I fear i am broken
My heart was left open
You left me gripping a piece of my heart in the dark
When i lost you i lost a piece of myself
They said you were gone
Our wedding vows played in my head
Its funny the things you remember
When your world stops your
Husband is dead
I didnt anticipate this much pain
I didnt think of regret
Looking back there are things i wish i said that seemed so pointless at the time
I go back in my head
Maybe if I didnt make you choose you would still be here today
Ultimately is your death on...
My heart was left open
You left me gripping a piece of my heart in the dark
When i lost you i lost a piece of myself
They said you were gone
Our wedding vows played in my head
Its funny the things you remember
When your world stops your
Husband is dead
I didnt anticipate this much pain
I didnt think of regret
Looking back there are things i wish i said that seemed so pointless at the time
I go back in my head
Maybe if I didnt make you choose you would still be here today
Ultimately is your death on...
#love
#death
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Save you like you saved me
Savor the moments
You never know what you miss
Even the stupidest of arguments you will wish to hear again
I wake up and wish for a second we can discuss plans for the day
Maybe we will go to our favorite restaurant
Maybe go paint shopping
I miss little things
I miss your smell its slowly fading
I miss your kiss its been far to long
I miss your embrace
Things you dont realize until they are gone
I am still in disbelief
Slipped away
And gone forever
Our wedding day I will always remember
So many things...
You never know what you miss
Even the stupidest of arguments you will wish to hear again
I wake up and wish for a second we can discuss plans for the day
Maybe we will go to our favorite restaurant
Maybe go paint shopping
I miss little things
I miss your smell its slowly fading
I miss your kiss its been far to long
I miss your embrace
Things you dont realize until they are gone
I am still in disbelief
Slipped away
And gone forever
Our wedding day I will always remember
So many things...
#grief
#death
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4 Comments
Back when
The first holidays since you have gone
People say it gets easier
Im here to say they are wrong.
I still remember your smile as we held hands and watched christmas lights at the birmingham zoo for our honeymoon
Running in the pouring rain to our hotel room
And just laughing and the fun we had when christmas came painting baking . back when things were so easy and you were still here.
People say it gets easier
Im here to say they are wrong.
I still remember your smile as we held hands and watched christmas lights at the birmingham zoo for our honeymoon
Running in the pouring rain to our hotel room
And just laughing and the fun we had when christmas came painting baking . back when things were so easy and you were still here.
#grief
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3 Comments
Take me back to the past
#love
#death
#drugs #IMissYou
#drugs #IMissYou
610 reads
8 Comments
Your presence still remains
How do i continue on
Your memory it haunts me
The night you proposed
Everything
Every smile etched in stone
There it will stay
It will never age
Forever be the same
My reminder of you
A band
Your last name
Not your hand
But a presence still remains
Maybe i am going a bit insane
Call me crazy
But i feel you when I sleep its almost comforting
I am still in disbelief
That your gone
Baby i am really trying to be strong
I am trying not to crumble
Tears stain my pillow
Tears...
Your memory it haunts me
The night you proposed
Everything
Every smile etched in stone
There it will stay
It will never age
Forever be the same
My reminder of you
A band
Your last name
Not your hand
But a presence still remains
Maybe i am going a bit insane
Call me crazy
But i feel you when I sleep its almost comforting
I am still in disbelief
That your gone
Baby i am really trying to be strong
I am trying not to crumble
Tears stain my pillow
Tears...
#love
#grief
#death
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Love will live on
What happened
Married one day
Broken the next
Thinking maybe one day it would be our time
Maybe one day we could make it right
Holding on for something that was never to come
Two days ago i got the call
You lost the fight that tore us apart
Now a widow at thirty one
I cant cry anymore tears
I just feel numb
You were here now your gone.
R.i.p Allen Stinson
My love for you will continue to live on.
Married one day
Broken the next
Thinking maybe one day it would be our time
Maybe one day we could make it right
Holding on for something that was never to come
Two days ago i got the call
You lost the fight that tore us apart
Now a widow at thirty one
I cant cry anymore tears
I just feel numb
You were here now your gone.
R.i.p Allen Stinson
My love for you will continue to live on.
#love
#death
#drugs #addiction
#drugs #addiction
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