Break me

I just picked my self esteem up off the floor!
Then you go and break me down again!
Why do I even try to make things work with you
You only make me feel like shit!
Why do I let you do this to me?
I guess you are trying to break me
into the nothingness that I have become
So I kiss you with my bloody mouth
now you know what your love tastes like!
You have completely broke me
Now my heart is on the floor
I lay in my own blood
wondering why you would take
my beating heart from my chest
What the fuck did you expect to find?
It's only full of hate I have for you!
Don't you get it
you are like a fucking disease
that I can't fight with drugs
Why can you not just go away
You only bring out the hate in me
Something I want no more