To All of my “Friends”

To all of my “friends,”


I hope you succumb to all of my evil spells


As they send you to spend an eternity rotting in hell.


I offered friendliness to you all,


And you repaid me by showing how much you appall


Me.


Still that wasn’t the only thing that you did to me.


Oh, no! This would have never suited all of you!


After you guys “befriended” me, that’s when all of the names started to spew


Looser, slut, cutter, freak,


Emo, bitch, ugly, dumbass, geek


You said all of this without a bit of REAL info about me.


So what, if I DO cut? I have all of the wounds new and old to prove it. Wanta see?


And so what if I have high grades?


Have you ever thought that it’s my mom who wants all of the straight A’s?


Then don’t even think about calling me a slut.


Goddamn people! I haven’t even had my first fuck!


As far as the way I act and dress…


Well, look at all the other girls here, I’m just like the rest!


Still you pummel me with all of the names,


Forcing me to sit and take all of your blames.


You guys make me feel caged in.


It’s funny how I can call you people friends.


Hell, even after I try to find a reprieve and go away


You assholes decided to stay


And talk shit behind my back.


God, to others, I must seem like a total quack!


Still, when any of you needed advice or help I was there for you


To go and cry all of your lives’ problems to.


And, yet, how do I get repaid?


By being totally betrayed!


Any time I asked for someone’s pity or help


All of you told me to fend for myself.


Then if I told any of you a secret


You all made sure the world would know it.


Yet, I still call you “friends?”


You guys have no clue how much I want these “friendships” to end.


The only reason that I’ve put up with this shit for so long


Is because I’ve feared being alone.


Now I think I’ll reconsider.


I hate you guys for making me bitter.


Shit! I’m starting to show the bad side of me,


Something I really don’t want you guys to see.


This letter is the end of our friendships. Now,


In closing, all I want to say to you people is fuck you all!


And peace out.