one last time

So tired but can't sleep
So hungry but can't eat
Owl eyes wide and glassy
Leaking nose non to classy
Footsteps pacing to an throw
Longing for another go
I no to come the days of regret
The I ain't doing it again I bet
Why do I need this get away
This escape from my every day
How many times given up
Twice as many given in
Trying to hide my shameful sin
If I don't beat it I guess I'll die
If you don't hear from me
Take this as goodbye