Oblivion angel

She's so beautiful
Every thread of my soul
Burns in desire for only her.
Every heartbeat in tune for her smile.
This beauty to me,
Ran more than skin deep.
More than the perfect complexion
Of dark eyes and light skin,
Soft lips and flawless hips,
Her flaws spoke to me like no other.
They told me her story,
Without her speaking.
I accepted them as treasures,
That only I could hold.
But I didn't know
She could be so cold.
I didn't know
that she didn't feel the same.
That I was expendable to her.
Like dust to the wind,
I didn't exsist.
Though this did not stop me.
My heart to strong to give up.
I tried till my eyes lost all light,
So I traveled In darkness
Purely in search for her love.
I couldn't resist this feeling in my chest
I tried in false bliss with my very best,
Just to feel her warmth again.
Through demons that taunt me
And the Devils that dance,
I played with in fire,
Stuck in her trance.
I could hear oblivions hyms
Call me in a distance,
But my voyage was for her.
Everytime I closed my eyes,
I saw her smiling.
It drove me with passion,
As I traveled this battle of
Heart and mind.
Furious as a spartan to
Reach my goals
But as lost as a puppy
Without it owner.
Spindles of lighting
Spun in every word,
To get her back.
My life was not the same
Without her.
I cried I wrote songs
Straight from my heart,
Just to be shot down,
Back to the dark.
My goals never reached
And my heart still a blur.
Still to this day,
I still miss her.