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I've never been so fond and intrigued by a being so delicate as I.
the lust I have for him is soul consuming, keeps me up at night wondering what he tastes like.
wondering if he wonders about me too..my entire existence is attracted to him, he's probably no good for my heart
but it's my soul that needs touching. the universe didn't work in my favor
and I've had nothing but heartbreak, I pull the love card every time and I think the stars are telling me to let lust capture me
take me to another reality.
we smoke and let Maria take control
of the ambiance, naked, making love, every cell in our bodies stimulating each other.
i need him, my body deserves him.