Torn

My heart is being pulled here and there
I want to be loved
But I haven't found it anywhere
I want to be happy
But is it just an illusion?
Something I'll never be?

My mind is running in circles
Trying to think straight
But it can't slow down
Its running faster and faster
Till I feel like I'm tumbling down

My body is freezing
My lips are trembling
Trying to hug myself
to keep from slowing down

But I keep going here and there
Not finding love anywhere
Is it just some stupid trick?
To never find my happiness?
To be alone till I'm put down?