violent roses

violent roses
now i am awake inside and i have feeling  
its been so long that i  think I might be panicking  
is this a truth or lie I hate to think.  
 
 
I can't live this way in consent misery  
and I know I've been loved in life  
I'm sure I've had this feeling, I think once or twice  
 
I've been god  
I've been the devil  
I've been the beacon of light  
and the darkest part of the shadows  
 
I have been the love  
I have been the evil  
I have been man every woman dreams they had at night  
holding tight, I am there armor, destroying angel, self-sacrifice.  
 
Life is cruel  
life's a lier  
life will trick into the fire.  
Suffocation my desires  
affectation now  
I don't kill flowers  
I pick them for her darkness, I see her beauty  
walk with me, fly with me upon broken wings  
if you fall I am there catching you softly in the air  
 
I could do anything for dedication,  
walk into hell or heaven demanding a position  
Right-hand man, I accept no less  
with my light  
and my darkness  
the queen who all of
 hell and heaven will respect  
looking magnificent in her dress  
made from angels wings, satans skin, spells and rituals
 spells have been made to protect her soul within.  
 
when I am gone, on my job,  
dropping angels from heaven who have sinned  
I peel there wings off throwing them,  
i told you beautiful
 there still is darkness in the heavens