fibers under the skin

you can not see me I am not there
figments of imagination
in a  mind so rare

tormented cryptic
bound up philosophies
twisted dreamer
lays back and pluck's some strings,

thinking of a better place in a better time
where I have a scotch and you have wine
we sit together, knowledge collides
two like minds
in two like times

two like minds in two like  times
serenade beautiful wisdom
shouts at the sky
 falling onto my head
like rain from the sky

together im high
 without you I die
I crumble inside
I wither away
for it was a lie  

make it by
live life
 trust in people
i see in daily life
 
 sitting here with a noose on my wrist
i sing along to my favorite slam toon the mix
i kick the chair and it snaps my neck
ohh how i wish .
release the noose
feel it shoot up thu my veins
loving the heat
i lay back and retreat
back into my head where
the birds and the bees
all skip to my beat
shake hands and meet
eat pie and drink tea
converse in pleasantries
then leave me blissfully
with euphoric memories