Failed Relationship

Sitting up all night with another broken heart.
Why did all of these people tear us apart?
Why am I alone without your warm embrace?
Why do I feel like I'm not worth the chase.

Did we really have to let everyone ruin this?
Why do I want just one more sweet kiss?
I don't want to love you, but I do.
My greatest doubts always come true.

I'm done, I no longer want you.
I can't make your days bright blue.
I'm tired of being looked at as heartless.
I'm tired of being the biggest mess.

I feel out of place and disliked.
I failed even though I have tried.
I've tried to be the best, but I fail.
Someone always gives me a reason to yell.

They jump in our relationship and break it down.
They throw our hearts where they can't be found.
You don't stop them so it continues.
I seem to just lose feelings for you.

Do you notice the feelings fading away?
Do you hear the words I'm afraid to say?
My tears are my words, but you don't see.
How long will it take for you to notice me?

You used to notice me all the time.
Now your eyes have lost that shine.
Are you coming back to me anytime soon?
I can not wait forever just for you.

Well, I could, but why should I?
I'm not even the center of your eye.
Why should I waste my times?
I'll lose all of my peace of mind.

When everything's gone will you see?
When I am gone will you miss me?
I can't stick around with a broken heart.
Next time you shouldn't rip me apart.