The End

For a moment, one moment, I was happy. Then my world came crashing down around me. It was like the earth was dying, and so was everyone on it. Except for I was the only one who realized it. The plants were dying, oceans drying up, thousands of people dying every minute, and only I, could see it. Emotion. I wish it was gone. I wish emotions never existed. Emotion kills the soul. Emotion, is pure evil. Thoughts. They drown you, kill you. Thoughts are the heart of Satan. Thoughts, are the devil. I would rather be an empty, lifeless, doll than to feel this pain. The pain that is so unreal. They say life, in it's entirety, is wonderful. Oh, you may have ups and downs but life is great. I do not believe this, not for a moment. Life is torture, cruelty, and suffering. Torture, seeing what you've known and trusted, fade away, into nothing. Cruelty, the people you think have your back, turning on you. Suffering, everything, going to black. Living in your own, dark world, where no one can hear you scream and cry. That is peace. Being alone, is peace. The only way to never get hurt. People say that being alone, hurts. It could never hurt more that being around people who will betray you, and hurt you. People always leave, they will never come back. Pain. Pain is all that my heart knows. Pain and numbness, nothingness. The world is cold, and dark, my world. Hear the piano, and dance like a swan, tears rolling down your face. Happiness? What is that? Happiness is Pain, Pain is Happiness. There is no difference. Happiness brings pain, and pain brings happiness. There are only so many chances that life can give. There are only so many wrongs, that you can live with. You can only mess up so much, before you decide the end. The end. The end is a wonderful feeling, a feeling that cannot be forgotten. Happiness and Pain. Together as one. The end, solves everything.