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it's been days
and I've tried so very hard,
I've tried to be the bigger person,
swallow all my hurt, all the petty little quirks you didn't understand,
pushed all my pain and resentment deep into the dark bowels of my soul,
I've tried to get to know you
the you that you've become,
I knew it wouldn't be easy,
I knew it would take time,
I guess it hasn't been that long,
maybe I'm just being naive
but surely by now I should FEEL something,
god how I've tried,
I've done all the things that you wanted from me before,
I know I've been convincing
I really took on the part,
said and did all the right things,
never deterred from the script,
turned myself into someone I never wanted to be,
but I signed the contract,
accepted the role
it's my part to play,
I've improvised as you improved
tried to follow your lead,
but it feels as though you've led us onto another set
where I'm lost and can't find my way,
I don't know the lines
still that spotlight shines,
no ones yelled cut
no ones called scene
so I pursue your celebrity dream,
for a two bit actor you party like a rockstar
wrapped up in the glamorous drug scene,
you say it's not a habit, that you're not an addict
it's just something to do
a little extra to get you through
critics are tough,
always worried about that bad review,
so a quarter here for extra stamina and energy,
but it wasn't enough
send the gopher out to score a half
this is going to be your breakout role!
your rise to fame,
you have to be better, brighter, not so mundane,
my heart is breaking
I feel such shame watching you behave this way,
you were the romeo to my juliet
but have become the jeckyl to my hyde
still the spotlight shines
I struggle to find my place in this new monotonous film,
what went wrong, how long will this carry on?
two movies being played on one stage
yet the set remains the same,
a gram here, another there
I guess this is my cross to bear,
spinning, spiraling out of control
what happened to the leading man i used to know,
before the camera and paparazzi took control,
it's been days without a break
this fucking movie I've come to hate
cue the tears,,
they need no help to fall
take! take five!
a small little respite
even without the camera rolling you're still so goddamn fake,
you shoot up as i'm makeuped into a doll
places!
everyone places!
i'm in hell agaiin,
on our last scene,
it's finally coming to an end,
the end of the movie,
or the end of you and me?
that's a behind the scenes take, soemthing the audience will never see,
what started off as a tribute to our love
has become reality tv
smut,
the end of you the end of me,
cut!
what started as a love story turned to porn and then horror
don't know how they'll ever market this...

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Breaking news here today at Filmbeat, two B-list actors, who recently starred in A Love Goes Wrong were found dead this morning, reportedly shot to death in South Central, LA. Their bodies were found at the intersection of Compton and Watts. Authorities are saying it was a drug deal gone wrong. The two were found holding hands, the silver lining in this horrible tragedy is that they found comfort in eachother in the end. Truly this was A Love Gone Wrong.