Indecisive

Every word you say
Seems so sickening
I don't want you here

Every word you say
Seems so repetitive
I wish you'd leave me be

Stop

Get the fuck away

Stop

Just leave me be

You are the only reason
You are the only one
You are the only reason
why my lips are around
A loaded gun

It's not for fun
It's not for fun

It's not for fun
What have you done
What have you done

Scars feel better than your lips
I wanna die
I'm so sick of this

You can put down your weapon
Your lies hurt me more
You got me feeling this way you whore

I cannot just sit here and let you do this to me
I cannot let you do this baby

You wanna play your games
Let's play
You wanna lie
Don't lie to me

You wanna tell everyone about us
Well you can tell them how you broke my trust

Fuck this I'm empty and lost for words
I tried to think of something
But I guess I'm too hurt

And its kind of funny how I thought we could last
I guess I might as well bury that thought deep into the past

Fuck it
Fuck it
I still want you here
Fuck it
Fuck it
I'm indecisive
And I still love you dear

Fuck it
Fuck it
I'm becoming so numb
Fuck it
Fuck
I do and don't wanna be done.