Been a long Time Vacant

I used to visit the church
Way home from School
I'd get in that pew
Hoping to relax,

My overly active brain
The blood flow the tension

I relax and I breathe
church bell fills me

Holding in my pee
hoping he'll touch me
More than anything
I wanted a real orgasm
nobody knew where to find the G spot
did the grind up against their legs pre orgasm that never did complete
like i myself to me knew since the first day of school kisses and marriage processions
When I was important.

Could get me wet but that's about it,
Now I deal with the after effects.