What I Want my words to say to you

What I want my words to say to you
Is for you to see me more as a person,
than just that lonely depressed girl.
I'm a weak girl with lots of problems,
Looking through my dual eyes,
you can realize I'm not the same person as I used to be.
Look at the clothes I wear,
drenched up in all black with a jacket covering those cuts on her wrists.
She's scared that someone will see them,
This poor teenager has one best friend which is her girlfriend.
She hides away in the dark,
While at night she burries her soft face in a pillow while trying to fall asleep.
She's not okay she needs help,
She needs someone to tell her its okay.
Those cuts on her wrist is what brings the happiness for awhile,
But just goes back to her being numb.
She slits her wrist and see's the blood rushing down her arm,
She does it deeper and deeper trying to hit a main vein.
It happens and now she's sacrificing her own death,
Is everyone happy now?